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Thursday, October 30, 2008

梦想! { written on 9:47 PM

有没有看着星星
然后对那某个星星说你是我的??

年小的梦, 愿望被磨灭的时候
你是否有看见?
你是不是告诉上帝叔叔我不乖?
当愿望被毁掉的时候,
你是否随着它变成流星
掉了?
梦想你是否会回来?

我是否变成了傀儡... { written on 6:17 PM

曾经面具娃娃告诉我,
人心险恶,要万万小心...

于是,
我用篱笆围住我自己

但是,
寂寞.
无助.
饥饿.
找上门来...

从此,我再也无法离开.

他们朦胧了我的视线,
将我的幸福完全烧毁.
践踏我的快乐

脸上的泪, 以分不清是几时流的.
心, 不知在什么时候停止了跳动.
手和脚, 以筋疲力尽.
血, 也莫名其妙地被吸干了.

突然间我动了.
但是现今
以不像曾经.
心, 不再温暖
脸, 没了笑容
我变成了面具娃娃
一位被人摆布的傀儡....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

BORING TUESDAYS! { written on 9:27 PM

okay today was really boring...
BORING TO THE MAX...
lucky thing pig was disturbing me NON-STOP...
so it was alrights!
HE KIND OF addicted to biting me..
i think ppl with braces tend to have such a weird action
i dunno y?
maybe i am stereotyping..
but pig was going nuts today..
bite until my fat arms got ORH CHE...
hahahaha...
but nevermind la...
since you sooo moody HOR?
ARNT UR PIG NICE??
AS ALWAYS....
BE HONOURED!!!

and something that i wanna add
on sunday
pig wanna bite daphne
but daphne said A REALLY CLASSIC THING...
pig:" can i bite you?"
daphne:" no need la...I AM VERY SKINNY LIAO! no nice oso..."
HAHAHAHAHAHA....
wah CLASSIC SIA...
me and pig just PENG on the spot..
HAHAHAHA
SOME UNGLAM FOTOS
FROM www.chongtak.blogspot.com

daphne is just PLAIN HILARIOUS!!!!

"AHHHHHHH!!!!!"

"OOIIIIEEEEE!!!!EEEHHHHEEEEHHH!!!"

hahahah
pig i noe u still have some more issit??

Monday, October 27, 2008

what have i been doing ? { written on 8:47 PM

alrights
what have i been doing the pass few days?
friday...
went to meet KOKO FARM
(fangxiu,doreen,vernicia,daphne and pig)
went to makan at chong pang(if thats how u spell it)
anyways its at yishun
to have fishball noodle...
next all of us head down to school together...
and guess what i lost my earpiece..
i have no idea where i lost it..
BUT OH WELLS!!!!!

SATURDAY...
morning went for tuition
came home and received a call from kendra
HINTING she was super bored at work
SOOOO nice jasmine
afternoon went to find her...
chatted the whole afternoon
left at about 545pm
decided to take 136
STUPID JASMINE TOOK 136
which took about 1 hour to reach home
wa laus...
from 天亮搭到天黑...
reached home at 7 plus...
BEST...
slight flu...
WOOTS!!!!
Its been a year since i was sick..
crazy jasmine like to be sick...

SUNDAY...
after cathechism
went home to makan
and went out...
meet with daphne
and we head down to expo
wanna go and meet pig and ting ting
cause ting jio
say her church have games or something..
so JASMINE dunno y SO ON..
maybe because SUPER DUPER long nv go EAST COAST...
sooo all of us went..
HAD FUN
although i think I WAS SUPER CLUMSY!!!
kind of become a stupid clumsy gal
BUT LUCKY THING THERE ARE BIG MACHO GUYS
IN OUR GRP!!!
AND WE WON 1ST!!!!!!!
actually we tot we will not win
cause we kind of screwd up the telematch..
but WE EMERGED THE CHAMPIONS!!!
guess wad is the prize...
drumroll....
roll...
roll....

ITS BEN's AND jERRY's $50 VOUCHER!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!
ICE-CREAM....
photos?
not sure yet...

monday...
well
WATCHED FLINSTONE THIS MORNING!!!
download movies..
and watch my junsu's video
and several variety show...
downloading
converting
downloading
converting...
thats all i did the whole day...
pig: CHEER UP...
i dunno what to say
but i am on all ears... :)

I CANT WAIT TO WATCH HSM3
ITS THE AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME ONE!!!
AHHHHH!!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

shopping SPREE!!!! { written on 10:13 PM

today is really A HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!
WENT SHOPPING WITH MY BELOVED SISTER..
SHOP IN QUITE A TURBO SPEED
ONLY AT PLAZA SING..
first stop COTTON ON...
my eyes fell on the belt...
and shorts...
and then SAW SHADES
SELLING AT 2 FOR $20
FINALLY BOUght SHADES!!!!!
SOOO FREAKING HAPPY...
seriously if u wanna go cotton on
must go with buddy or sister kind
cause everything is always 2 for 30 etc...
so....
cotton ON altogether- me: 1 shade 1 belt....
- sis: 1 shade

next we move onto carefourre..
carefourre nothing right?? NO...
we head down to FBT section..
tried like crazy..
colours were awesome...
then after that sister wanna buy FOOD!!!
classic not? FOOD LEH!!!
alrights..
carefourre- me: 2 FBT shorts
- sis: 2 FBT shorts + 1 sushi+ 1 fried dory fillet

next we wanted to chiong to vivo to buy my haviannahs
dan meet pig
but in the end we were distracted..
ROXY shop...didnt wanna step in.
sister says wanna look at haversacks..
and my eyes caught ROXY's 'haviannahs'!
its the right size...
sister also want...
but there is only one pair but we asked other outlets to bring it over
the main thing is..
is CHEAP!!!
ROXY- me: $16.50

dan went to flash and splash!!
saw soo many paul frank stuff.
ahhh...i like paul frank..
but sister bought a ripcurl haversack...
FLASH n SPLASH - sister: $65

then pig messaged came in..
UH OH!!!!!!
so we CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG to meet pig
luckily we were late by a couple of mins..
SO PIG NO SCOLD..
dan went to makan..
and then sister go home..
pig FORCED me into eating vanilla cone..
dan he went to eat BK hershey's sundae pie..
wah....
then after that went to take a bus to yishun...

reached northpoint..
dan walked around
and saw 2 gals sitting in front of the escalator
one of them fell down..
so jasmine went to help lor..
help her wash her wound and all..
they are super cute la..
i didnt even start talking to them
but they started talking to me.
good job JASMINE
*pat shoulder*

dan meet late-queen doreen and tingting..
PIG eat another mac meal for TEA-BREAK!!!
hahahaha... but what to do..
discussed the 958 thingy..
had loads of laughter in between
and then
pig's fren came..
another funny person..
then didnt felt like going home early
so me and pig wander around NORTHPOINT..
and then HOME SWEET HOME...

" today my pig so naughty.."

" and super 欠打..shoot shoot shoot until sooo shiok! KNS.."
hehe joking!!!!!!

wah...use my fone 自恋 and 自己打灯

look at those teeny weeny eyes!!!!

OUR 招牌post!!!
DIMPLE!!!!!

what was i doing??
look sooo sian...
pig ah u shooting me again ah??

me wearing sunglasses..
nice??

REACHED HOME!!!
HOME SWEET HOME!!!!

AH!!! MY FAVE SHADES!!!!

SOOOO BORING...
SIAN....

me wearing my mom's laohua spects..
how i look???

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

overboard? { written on 9:29 PM

maybe jasmine went overboard??
has jasmine became an irrtating person??
hope not...

screwd up my mood { written on 6:13 PM

basically my mood was alright
kind of in a good mood
despite all the doubts and all..
reached home
my mood was totally screwd up...

yesterday was in a super bad mood
so SHE freaking ask me why
so after much thoughts i decided to tell her
after ranting soooo much..
she answered
"你很无聊! 读书不读书, 这样不甘愿去撞墙啦?"
WTH la..
she can freaking hell dun ask me bout yesterday one right
NOBODY ASK HER FOR HER STUPID COMMENT LA!!!!
i tolerated and just forget bout everything
after bathing u continue to nag on...
is like i am sooo bo liao to let all these thoughts come flooding me..
WA LAUS...
PISSED TO THE MAX LA!
dun even think i will tell u anything

WHY AM I SUCH A GOOD GAL
AND LISTENS TO EVERYTHING THAT U SAY
CAUSING MY LIFE TO BE IN SUCH A MESS...
I SCREWD MY DREAM BECAUSE OF U
now u are going to screw up my life??
why did u bother to make my life sooooo MISERABLE!!!!
i am sooo sick and tired of everything..

enough of procrastinating...
yesterday went pizza hut
despite the moody situation
I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE GORGING

crazy pig wanna take foto with
MR CHEESE
and ms CHIILI FLAKES :)

GOOD JOB JASMINE!!
*pat shoulder*

Monday, October 20, 2008

doubts bombarded my head { written on 8:51 PM

"知人知面不知心"

today is a really moody day..
seriously i feel like gorging ALOT OF FOOD
until my stomach burst
but cant..

went to the freaking bus interchange
with a super black face
i think thats y my sis din dare to talk to me...
she scared i hantum her or sth
which is sth i WILL NOT do...

well y was i moody?
partly is because my mom kind of piss me off
before i went out of the hse...
and the other half was very complicated
DOUBTS
QUESTIONS
EVERYTHING
in the past present just suddenly bombard into my head
i have no idea y was i like this?
i was woken up due to many QUESTION MARKS...
i woke up like at 4 plus...
and cant get to slp...
thats y throughout the whole day i was super moody
cause its like all these 'events'
are those that i kind of thrown it right at the bottom of my brain
or back of the head..
sub-consciously i'd forgotten bout everything.
NOW ITS ALL COMING BACK TO ME....
be it now or the past..
it just seemed sooo freaking much..
i cant even think of a solution to settle it..
i tot it will be solved after much rantings that day with my qin ai de
but apparently
after talking
it caused more doubts to surface
more loopholes...
maybe i was just thinking too much...
i dun wan history to repeat itself...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE....

BUT IT IS SERIOUSLY DRIVING ME CRAZY
AND I DUN WANNA TALK BOUT IT!!!!
my only way of venting has been restricted
so no choice...
SIGH...a big one..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

went to conquer BTH again { written on 3:59 PM

this time round
i felt it was worse than last week
maybe because for the past few days
i kinda gorge myself with fast food
and got heavier...
but experience was awesome
my mood some how got better...
so i think it was a good thing?
i have several fotos..
but waiting for my cousins to send it over to mua
hehe...
check out the cheeks when i upload...
SUPER RED!!!! I JUST LOVE MY CHEEKS...
they are the proudest thing i have..:)

yesterday i was doing some collaging

Saturday, October 18, 2008

love my qin ai de SO much.... { written on 10:19 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENDRA!!!!!!
remember to fulfil
the 18 points!!!!

went to meet my beloved qin ai de YESTERDAY
to take my umbrella
but we started talking..
catching up and all...
just LOVE her to the core
to the max etc....
she sat there and listen to my rantings for almost 3 hours
went home at 9.40pm
we talked
buy kendra's bdae pressie
it was awesome
me and my qin ai de hadNO IDEA
that we can shop in compass for such a freaking long time..
buying everything that kendra like and will USE!!
hehehehe...
*HOPE YOU LIKE IT KENDRA!!!!!!*
it took us super long to decide on what to get for her
but all we noe is FOOD FOOD FOOD!!
SHE WANTS FOOD!!!!
hahahahaha...
we were chiong-ing like shit round compass point
we were wrapping her pressie outside the MRT station.
MY QIN AI DE was super awesome
the way she wrap the present was SUPERB!
she used stapler to wrap
due to limited resources...

after that we still had enough budget we decided to get another thing
the time was already 9
the shops were closing already
so we chiong to the shop
borrowed scotch-tape from them
hehehehehe....
and then as for the card....
we used wrapping paper
DUE TO LIMITED RESOURCES AND $$
and then we decided to pass it to kendra yesterday night
the both of us wrote against the LRT station glass

this is what i meant

i bet all the ppl that took the train saw.
we managed to squeeze up the LRT
just nice we were at the door
QIN AI DE WROTE ON THE DOOR
she is just damn lihai!!!!

once we reached RUMBIA(LRT station name)
hahahahaha
check this out!!!

WHOOOOO~
from far my qin ai de screamed
" I SAW A PAIR OF SEXY LEGS!!!!!"
hahahahaha

qin ai de and her

WOOTS!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

kendra bdae { written on 10:52 PM

finally the few of us
got tgt this late afternoon!!!
thanks to KENDRA!!!!
she pon her lecture just for us
is because her bdae's coming
and she managed to gather the 3 of us tgt...
3 Js and 1 K :)
although we didnt manage to catch up on alot of things
ahhhh...wasted....
but still we are able to give each other happiness
this is the kind of friendship that i longed for
THANKS PEEPS!!! LOVE LOADS
WE BROKE RECORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
within half an hour we found awesome angle
and manage to take 120 ++ fotos!!!
WHEE!!!!
we just cant stop laughing with each other
i met up with kendra
quite early at hougang mall macs
and dan after that julia came...
and we head down to kovan to meet jaslyn...
dan after eating we decided to go find another spot in heartland mall
to sit and TAKE FOTO!!!
Ju's eagle eye spotted one and chiong there
behind us was a group of malay kids
" dun sit dun sit dun sit...OH shit!!! they sit already!"
i started laughing
3 cheers to JU!!!!!!
woots!!!
taking foto can just be such fun...
my qin ai de's wushi finger is awesome
She just keep pressing non-stop on the webcam button
thats y our pics are actually connected!!!
all of us dun wan the corner cause we dun wan our face to BE REAL HUGE!!!

here goes the fotos...
more to come!!!!!

more to come...
stupid msn couldnt send...

more fotos { written on 10:38 AM

more fotos
julia's connection better
dan kendra FOTOS ARE ALL IN!!!
altogether 133 fotos...

lazy to upload le....