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autobiography .
knock my head

Jiasemi
"good times are even better
when they're shared"

"One day your life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its worth watching."

"love is shown by deeds, not by words"

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.

"death ends a life, not a relationship"

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

"Dreams have only one owner at a time.
thats why dreamers are always lonely.

night-chats .
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    the thing that makes exit

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    Monday, April 19, 2010
    pain { written on 3:10 PM





    when life aint going your way
    just go astray
    but remember to be back in lane

    Dreaming that things wouldnt be the same
    Working together towards a common aim
    tiresome and restless mood filled my face

    All of you
    armed with bullets
    BANG! feeling hurt
    I felt restless
    Please do spare a thought here
    as i could no longer move further

    INTENTIONALLY
    looking at all the food
    Laughing away looking cool
    hoping that things would be good too

    invisibility now so familiar
    presence seemed surreal
    Simplicity far fetched
    I'm caged with
    complexity on every edge.


    Tuesday, April 6, 2010
    doubting { written on 12:16 PM


    Commotions kept arising
    cant help myself from doubting
    Maybe it's just me who cant do anything
    yet sitting here making a fuss out of everything

    sorry if i am trouble
    or unintentionally being skeptical
    if only you were here
    things may not be that difficult to settle
    I know i shouldnt be so reliant
    or even procrastinate.
    But really it's crucial

    sick of facing all of this shit
    without having the will to keep thinking positive.


    Sunday, April 4, 2010
    SIGHHhhhh.... { written on 6:24 PM


    existance neglected
    concern rejected
    frustration activated
    energy rejuvenated
    temper agitated

    however.....


    tears flowed backwards
    words fell on "deaf ears"
    welled up with unsure
    hope seemed so near
    as coward as ever
    i shook in fear
    afraid of losing you, my dears
    gripping onto rails
    nearly breaking all nails
    i never failed to fail
    putting on a veil
    i left a trail
    a trail named FRAIL.


    Saturday, April 3, 2010
    HUH? { written on 12:56 AM


    if i am ever gonna express myself
    i will not be nice with words
    sorry if the truth does hurt
    but i dun care cause it cant be curbed

    i hate it when i was never heard
    returning double after i was hurt
    it really irritates me when you purged
    cause i am only the one who is experienced with such irks
    so stop acting like you are the top of the world
    you are making everybody pissed off
    as you treat us like dirt
    stop being emotional cause i'm totally disgusted.
    just as i am struck by this very inspiration