time and time again
i questioned myself
am i really an animal lover?
have i ever did anything to contribute?
what have i done?
not even the slightest thing ever
2nd last day of the year
and there are more regrets and unhappiness
than i ever had in the whole entire year..
1. i missed the offer of the mini tubs of B&J
(this is small case but i have been reminding myself
again and again and yesterday when i went ITS OVER!!!!)
2. I CANT GO FOR COUNTDOWN WITH MY CLIQUE!!!!!!!!!
(how devastating can that be? while they having fun, i am at home staring at the tv)
3. i did nothing towards a kitten right outside my freaking house!!!
i was super guilty
i knew it was hungry
it waited~
waited until i came home...
just stood there waiting~
and yet i brought it down
without giving it anything
it must be SOOO SCARED AND HUNGRY!!!
and i did nothing!!!!!!!!
it ran off with another bunch of ppl
they shooed it away
they made fun of it
I DIDNT MADE AN EFFORT TO CARRY IT BACK!!!!
I DIDNT MADE ANY EFFORT DOING ANYTHING!!!
I JUST STARED
and let it go~
i cried
cried like crazy~
questioning myself time and time again
what have i done?
*jasmine's fone is spoilt again
DO NOT CALL JUST SMS!!*
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