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autobiography .
knock my head

Jiasemi
"good times are even better
when they're shared"

"One day your life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its worth watching."

"love is shown by deeds, not by words"

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.

"death ends a life, not a relationship"

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

"Dreams have only one owner at a time.
thats why dreamers are always lonely.

night-chats .
express everything hidden

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your history is mine

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    • exist .
    the thing that makes exit

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    the one behind this skin

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    Friday, March 19, 2010
    { written on 8:10 AM

    how devastating can life be?
    looking at people smiling with glee.


    Saturday, March 13, 2010
    life without them { written on 12:20 AM


    (photo of the year)

    days went by and
    tears run dry
    puffed up face with not a single shine
    mixed emotions slowly arise
    fears of insecure revives
    a point of no return
    i arrived
    no words could describe how i lived my life
    but just a little trickling down of time
    i laughed
    and its like a crime.

    an arduous lane
    that needs to be walked
    i pulled up my socks
    in order to feel locked and secured
    i never felt SO alone
    but i strengthen my soul
    in order to move on.....
    wait there's more
    but i guess i just dont care at all.

    the pain would rise
    with time abide
    i grit my teeth
    with blood to please
    but rest in peace
    and be at ease
    for i will always smile........
    as if........


    Wednesday, March 3, 2010
    { written on 12:49 PM

    In this past few weeks or days
    people expressed their thoughts
    expressed their worries
    everything seemed easy
    like it used to be for me!
    currently....recently....
    It's tough...
    It's nt that I am cooped up or quiet
    It's just that I lost the skill of expressing
    MYSELF as time pass by:(
    maybe I just didn't wan them to know at all:(