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autobiography .
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Jiasemi
"good times are even better
when they're shared"

"One day your life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its worth watching."

"love is shown by deeds, not by words"

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.

"death ends a life, not a relationship"

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

"Dreams have only one owner at a time.
thats why dreamers are always lonely.

night-chats .
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your history is mine

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    Tuesday, December 30, 2008
    2nd last day of the year..aint good { written on 10:04 AM

    time and time again
    i questioned myself
    am i really an animal lover?

    have i ever did anything to contribute?
    what have i done?
    not even the slightest thing ever

    2nd last day of the year
    and there are more regrets and unhappiness
    than i ever had in the whole entire year..

    1. i missed the offer of the mini tubs of B&J
    (this is small case but i have been reminding myself
    again and again and yesterday when i went ITS OVER!!!!)

    2. I CANT GO FOR COUNTDOWN WITH MY CLIQUE!!!!!!!!!
    (how devastating can that be? while they having fun, i am at home staring at the tv)

    3. i did nothing towards a kitten right outside my freaking house!!!

    i was super guilty
    i knew it was hungry
    it waited~
    waited until i came home...
    just stood there waiting~
    and yet i brought it down
    without giving it anything
    it must be SOOO SCARED AND HUNGRY!!!
    and i did nothing!!!!!!!!
    it ran off with another bunch of ppl
    they shooed it away
    they made fun of it
    I DIDNT MADE AN EFFORT TO CARRY IT BACK!!!!
    I DIDNT MADE ANY EFFORT DOING ANYTHING!!!
    I JUST STARED
    and let it go~

    i cried
    cried like crazy~
    questioning myself time and time again
    what have i done?








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