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autobiography .
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Jiasemi
"good times are even better
when they're shared"

"One day your life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its worth watching."

"love is shown by deeds, not by words"

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.

"death ends a life, not a relationship"

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

"Dreams have only one owner at a time.
thats why dreamers are always lonely.

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    Monday, April 20, 2009
    complicated~ { written on 10:49 PM

    jasmine had stayed happy for too long
    and now tables have been turned i guess...

    i shouldnt have shared with anybody at all
    i should just let everything go passed me as if nth happened
    and maybe just let me eat it away...
    since i am getting fatter and fatter.

    afraid of getting hurt
    sometimes self denial is a way to escape
    or even protecting yourself
    but i assume nobody sees it that way.
    ignorance is always a bliss
    what for make yourself think so much
    whether or not it is or it is not.
    just take it as it isnt,
    and life would be much easier
    i hate to jump into such assumptions or EVEN
    CONCLUSIONS!
    what solid evidence was given to prove it.
    NOTHING...
    YES evidence maybe shown
    actions may count
    but still THE TRUTH AINT OUT!
    everything is just assumptions and more assumptions
    I HAVE MY REASONS TO STAY IN SELF DENIAL MODE
    I HAVE MY REASONS TO BE IGNORANT
    BUT WHY?
    why need me to acknowledge the assumptions

    ISNT THAT WHAT EVERYBODY THINK
    AND ONLY ONE ANSWER WILL SATISFY THE WHOLE PARTY?
    so answering that specific answer
    HELPED IN spicing up the atmosphere
    but yet what did i get in return??


    1st day of sch is seriously sucky la
    assignments are slowly self-inviting already~
    i have enuff problems in my head
    pls dun let me think bout all these ridiculous assumptions
    i am adopting a TOTALLY DONT CARE ATTITUDE~