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autobiography .
knock my head

Jiasemi
"good times are even better
when they're shared"

"One day your life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its worth watching."

"love is shown by deeds, not by words"

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.

"death ends a life, not a relationship"

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

"Dreams have only one owner at a time.
thats why dreamers are always lonely.

night-chats .
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your history is mine

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    • exist .
    the thing that makes exit

    001friends
    Illustrated
    the one behind this skin

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    Sunday, July 25, 2010
    randoms { written on 12:29 PM









    MAKAN moments!



    S11 muffins



    Cafe cartel brownie cheesecake



    PLATTER!!!!


    Friday, July 23, 2010
    To be edited. { written on 1:58 PM



    Wheels churning on moving cars
    Colours twirling on sweet lollipops.
    I wish life would be ever more colourful
    Not filled wih twirling and churning
    I wished upon every star
    believing it will all come true.

    Emotions cooped in a jar
    Heart charred
    like two countries in war
    debating over black and white
    Overwhelmed.
    I wished again
    hoping to ease the pain
    everything in vain.


    Wednesday, July 21, 2010
    flames. { written on 11:29 AM


    i cant believe it hurts
    so much for my heart to burn.


    Tuesday, July 20, 2010
    words hard to express { written on 9:45 AM



    i cant make the words for your heart to see
    every word I say i could feel your heart bleed
    i didnt mean to hurt you like this
    for i aint ready
    but the truth hurts
    the lies worse

    But i guess i am just a coward as usual
    Afraid of losing you
    Thats why i rather suffer not you.


    Saturday, July 17, 2010
    surpress { written on 11:43 PM


    Living in denial
    like verses in recitals
    Trying not to be critical
    but everything seems hypocritical

    I see raindrops falling on window panes
    hoping that my cell would have your name
    All day long i anticipate
    i guess i must be emotionally insane

    Tears trickled down in vain
    just like raindrops falling on window pane
    my heart swelled in pain
    knowing that our friendship is stained.

    You took off in a plane
    When you know things aint gonna be the same
    Who am i to blame
    What do i have to gain
    WHen i am just another Plain Jane.


    UNCLE LOUIS n PIGGIE! { written on 10:42 PM



    shall blog some really nice food photos
    and stop creating emo yet lousy poems!







    I STILL LOVE DESSERTS!!!!
    But i guess new york new york still has loads of room for improvement!



    STABBED { written on 12:29 AM


    With those disgusting tone
    You started on manipulation
    trying to overthrow the throne
    To make me your tomb

    I cant help but think it's doom
    every dice that's thrown
    I'm closer to becoming stone
    Who will be there to help remove
    When there isn't room

    Stuck in a trance
    WHen you cant afford to risk any chance
    Game is what you want
    But listen up!
    This is not what i want!

    I was dumb
    To believe your freaking stunt
    Now causing me to fall like humpty dumb

    I need to put a stop to this
    but i guess the angels never gonna be pleased

    Silent desperation
    Hoping for a solution
    I aint enjoying such sensation
    So i feel like killing you for toying with my emotions.


    Friday, July 16, 2010
    Fangxiu! { written on 11:15 PM




    Finally step foot into KAP's island creamary!
    AWESOME!!!
    ambience there nice!!!!!
    had black forest and nutella!
    YUM YUM!!!!
    shall go there often!
    OVB peeps!
    WARNING WARNING! HAHAHAHA



    Tuesday, July 13, 2010
    mother paranoid. { written on 12:24 AM



    Eyes scanning through the crowd
    A tinge of sadness oozing out
    I could no longer see nor write
    as memories slowly turning white

    Trying hard to fill the colours in my head
    but i've forgotten what's red
    Helpless, I tried again.

    This time round ,
    i chance upon a kid with a lovely cherry ice-cream.
    Those innocent looking eyes
    The smile of a simple hi!
    Accompanied with
    the warmth of a mother's embrace
    The smile of a mother's satisfaction
    Yearning so much for such emotions
    I couldnt help but thirst for a reaction.

    However i couldnt come up with the right expression.
    to tell you how much i wish for it to happen